Do what you want to do

Finally! The sharing is over!

It did not turn out as bad as i thought, and i guessed all the anxiety and anxiousness was uncalled for! Haha!

Yet, there was a teacher that said something very degrading, not to me, but to himself. When he heard that i was the presenter, he was like "Are we so desperate?" He quickly added "You know i'm joking right..."  Of course...I KNOW YOU ARE JOKING.  (I replied laughing -.-)

The first thought that many people may think would be, "Am i really so bad?" To the weak-minded and those with low self-esteem, i believe that comment is going to throw him or her further into the gallows, making it a thousand times harder to emerge as a stronger and confident person. Solely because the person that shot him down was none other than a teacher, which should be the last person to do so. How ironic.

I am not saying that i have high self-esteem, or am proud of my achievements thus far. But i believe i have the courage to do what i want to do, and still possess the confidence and not be put down by those mere, shallow and utterly disgusting words.  

Instead, be the confident person you want to be; Do the things you want to do; Say the things you want to say. Walk the talk, and you will have no regrets. This is what i always tell people around me, that regret is the worse feeling ever.

To the once beautiful and perfect mindset of all teachers' being wonderful angels that rescue students in distress, this incident had made me realized how crude the world is. Even in the most protected society, you will be bullied. 

Never, ever judge a book by its cover.  

Butterflies

It has been soooooooooo long since i had experienced the feelings of Butterflies in my stomach!!! And the feeling of anxiety, stress, and whatnot!

The last time i recall having so was the first day of my A levels?! And the previous time was during my Basketball Finals in secondary school, when the stadium was sardine-packed with supporters.

Is this what they call stage fright? Or am i overly-concerned!!!

Praying that the sharing later would be successful!

Presentations and presentations

I am currently rushing through my script for the presentation i will give on Wed!

I will be returning to my Junior College, TJC, to give a sharing on Leadership to the JC2 Cohort since it is Leadership week! I was on duty yesterday, and had a draft script written. After reading it just now, it is crap! So, i have to re-write again!! There are 27 slides in total, and i'm currently on slide 7... 

Time is now 2240hrs, and i presume i will end earliest by 2345hrs!

Will still have to drag myself out of bed early tomorrow morning back to work, and have to prepare for yet another presentation at 1500hrs in the afternoon! Last minute work as i was outfield the entire of last week, thus unable to get it done earlier.

I am excited, yet afraid of giving an unsatisfactory presentation on Wed...

What should i do?

Nothing ever seems right...